A Harrowing Experience

Is this too deep to put on this blog? It might be. Or maybe I'll be vague enough lmao.

Anyway. Picture this: I'm laying in bed. Trying to fall asleep... About to fall asleep. I'm suddenly jolted awake. My body feels cold and light, like I'm floating. Almost out-of-body. My mind is filled with nothing. Then one thought trickles in: what am I doing? why am i here? what am i doing in school? this won't go anywhere. this is all for nothing. what are am i trying for?

And then I just stared at the light pollution seeping through the blinds, trying to get warm again.

It was a very weird experience. Seemingly unprompted. Maybe I'm having another quarter life crisis that will burst out of the seams of my brain soon.

Not sure why my mind went there. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ But it did! Oh, well.